forever appreciated <3

Hello loyal followers! I haven’t been on here for a looooong time. But I realised I’m like a real chubster rn and I’m all “better” so I guess it’s time. I’m amazed constantly at the support there is for weightloss blogs on here, it’s awesome! :)

catpoliticss asked: My friend and I had a disagreement about your blog, she thinks you are insane/shallow/having an eating disorder. I strongly disagree, you are just a person trying to lose weight and expressing your thoughts on how skinny you'd like to be, you are not setting the bar up for anyone else. This blog is for you and your views on what outer beauty is. There is nothing wrong with that and I enjoy your blog. Also I was wondering if you were Swedish since you posted a lot of pictures of Kissie and said korv in one of your entries.

She can think what she wants, I’m not insane, maybe a little shallow and do definitely not have an eating disorder. I’m eating as I usually would right now, because I don’t want to develop one because of my current mindset.

Thanks, I have no intention of other people following this blog and striving to be the same, it is just simply like you said my opinion and how far I’d like to go :)

I’m not Swedish no, but I’m English and live in Sweden :)

xx 

I’ve been on my other one again lately. I’m holding off on worrying about my weight because I was at the doctors Wednesday and I told him I was down and that and he made me take this test and told me I’m pretty severely depressed. I’m concentrating on feeling better at the moment instead of starving myself and stuff which could just start a downward spiral and make me even worse, so I’ll probably be on to nosey but wont be posting much.

So yeah, sorry about that! <3

Kenneth Tong tweets the things I need to hear. I am fat. I’m sick of people telling me I’m beautiful when I know I’m NOT.